366 day passed. Too many changes happened. Too many events occurred. It’s quite tough with all the swings that materialize – the transfers, the deviations, and emotions. There are few events where I just feel of giving up due to the frustrations and competence not met. Sometimes those make me feel of just letting go and going with the flow but doing that makes me feel that I am a coward of accepting life’s challenges. Yet I keep on striving and looking forward. Holding to my angel’s trust and belief in me gives me enough strength to live each day for her, for me and for us. All those thoughts are part of the past that I just closed.
Now a new year just begun as my day started with good vibes. Hopes are up, still on the look to reach my dreams and aspiration. Many things to look forward this year for me – my career, my trips, the challenges yet to come. I knew many doors will open for me one by one, on its own time. For now, I will live each day, enjoy and progress. I will make more time to be my daughter and my family… more family bonding for us (and hoping for a family trip to Davao :D). Lastly, I will take steps to achieve and/or get done the things on my list.
And for the changes that happened and the challenges to come, I am happy that despite those I am still here – surviving, alive and happy (with some dip in emotions and occasional boredom..hehe). I am proud of what I am now, of what I become.
And after everything, I AM STILL ME. I AM SOMEBODY. I AM ME.
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