It’s been four days since the short talk occured, wondering if the excuses said are true. Really feeling down after, for this is another turmoil raising within me that time. So let flow of the feelings as the drops fall slowly. Can’t help but think back of the past occurrence.
Hapless.
Alone.
It’s a Friday night. Supposed to go out that night but sadly he was in another place with his cousins. The days before, I am really giddy for that day to come for this is the only date we most meet after the busy days on our own. Personal stuff to attend to. Work. It really saddens me not to be near him for long time. Thoughts of less chats and less time for each other.
Tried to go out after the event just to ease out the feelings. Watch a movie. Stroll and shop in tha mall. Take a lot of food. Bury my self with books.
Damn! I really miss him. But I guess there will never be a new conversation again
