Am I?

Here.
I am.
Staring at the screen,
Reading.
Checking,
Researching,
Then will start typing.

Here.
I am.
Confused? Not at all.
Drifting? Absolutely.
Blank? Yes.
Goals? Missing partly.
Feels like I am in the abyss.

Here.
I am.
Trying to think,
Trying to make sense,
But nothing I can grasp.
Nothing is felt
But impassiveness

Here.
I am.
Yet still seems like nowhere.
Appears I am not here.
Seems I wasn’t there,
Nonexistent.
Or am I detach from where I am now.

Here.
I am.
Am I here?